"feelings"

Dry All These Tears

Posted on 14. May, 2012 by in Poems, Youth Corner

If only you could see all the lies
Buried deep within my soul
That I have hidden from this world
And put into a dark cold hole

They are hidden from the naked eye
That may explode from beneath the seam
And maybe soon you’ll see the truth
 From the light that it will start to scream

Because my mind is a broken place
That I myself can’t understand
I can’t control the things it thinks
Or all the feelings it can withstand

Joy and laughter have no place
In a heart that is confused
From pretending to be okay with life
When it was hurt from being used

So maybe I’ll sleep safe and sound
And escape from all of my fears
Just one dose of letting go
That will soon dry all these tears

By Maree

(Teen Talk’s note: Remember that if you are ever dealing with difficult feelingsand want to talk to someone, you can call the Klinic Crisis Line at 1-888-322-3019 or the Manitoba Suicide Line at 1-877-435-7170. You can also visit Manitoba’s “Reason to Live” website or talk to a guidance counsellor or trusted adult in your life.)

Nameless

Posted on 09. May, 2012 by in Poems, Youth Corner

It has been so long since I have felt what people call love.
It’s been determined that love has come from someone far above.
Honestly after all the pain and suffering is there really something to be proud of?
But with all facts straight it is, in all senses, as painful as a morning dove.
All I ever wanted out of a relationship was to succeed.
Sadly teenagers always find it best to rush in at full speed.
The heart cannot be stopped; it’s like a mystical stampede.
Once you find that special someone though, love is guaranteed.
My heart has been entered with the old trick named the Trojan horse.
As much dedication and devotion I produced, I was given back no remorse.
But now after I took as long as I did in the game, I think I found my course.
The last relationship hurt, so I have come to the thought; it was my last divorce.
But now I believe that I have found a true love that is undying.
There is no chance of me ending up in the arms of a friend crying.
Your love, honest and true, shouldn’t be a position that I am buying.
Honestly for as long as we’ve known each other, why are you still lying?
 
By Denver

Keep Going

Posted on 24. Apr, 2012 by in Poems, Youth Corner

By Roselle

“A song to lift spirits to get you through the hard times in life. Dedicated to everyone at Teen Talk!”

(Teen Talk’s note: Roselle performed this song as her peer presentation in the Peer Support Training. These are the lyrics. Great job Roselle! To find out more about the Peer Support Training and how you can get involved, click here.)

Here I sit, alone again
All these feelings flooding through my head
They never leave me

Like the wind that’s blowing
I feel it but I never can control it, no…
Does this mean I am weak?

The way I am right now
Is not the way I wanna be
I guess it’s time to make a change somehow

Chorus

So I’m heading down a road
Some place that I know
Something familiar, hoping the day gets clearer
if I’m shadowed by the night
I will find a light, ’cause I’ll
Keep going, keep, keep going

So when I’m feeling all alone
I’ll know times are gonna be better
I plan to catch up with the world again

No matter how much it takes
Or how long it’ll be by then
I will be patient, ‘ cause it’ll pay off in the end

And the way I am right now
Is not the way I wanna be
I guess it’s time to make a change now

Chorus

I am heading down a road
Some place that I know
Something familiar, hoping the day gets clearer
if I’m struggling to fight
With all my might I’ll
Keep going, keep, keep going

**scat chorus

I’ll be heading down a road
Somehow I know I’ll always be going
I’ll keep going on

Night’s true darkness

Posted on 24. Apr, 2012 by in Poems, Youth Corner

In the night, true temptation and destruction lurks,
With each passing moment, someone dies but as well is reborn,
Darkness is what has come from light and has been cast into the shadows,
Without light could there be darkness?
Darkness is the main stream of all existence,
Even light itself casts a shadow with but a small substance,
But darkness does not provide light.
Darkness brings out the true hatred of a person’s soul.
Even the greatest men and women are filled with it,
No one is without the power to hate,
But there are those without the ability to love.
Explain how darkness is everything yet nothing.
Darkness is pushed aside, but what we should do is accept,
If we did would there be such a thing as hatred?
If we accepted the dark facts of life,
Would it be as bad as we proclaim it to be?
Each shadow casts a form or shape of something new,
They can be gentle as well as fearful.
What we must grasp is the illusion of fear,
And turn fear itself in to confidence on which we may stand.
 
By Denver

Abusive Relationships

Posted on 17. Apr, 2012 by in Poems, Youth Corner

This is for you the boy who broke some hearts
that silly boy who ripped it to parts
here’s another song just for you

I’ll drown away my sorrow
I’ll take another sip
You’ve stripped me of emotion
I’ll just bite my lip

Even when I’m smiling
I’m crying on the inside
Every time I laugh
it’s a mask so I might hide

This is for you the boy who broke my heart
you, the stupid boy who ripped it apart
here’s one last song only for you

I may start to scream
excuse me if I yell
you tore me at the seam
you’ve made my life hell

I’ll cry as I have been hurt
I can’t lie anymore
you treated me like dirt

At times I feel so alone
who’s here standing next to me
will anyone help
who will that be

When was wrong ever right
I’ve seen you try to talk
yet, it always turns into a fight

I never asked to be abused
I wanted love
I never asked to be bruised
I wanted love

This is for you the boy who broke my heart
let me open your eyes to a cycle we let start
here’s one last song just for you
here’s one last song to say we’re through

By Alicia

(Teen Talk’s note: If want to learn more about unhealthy and healthy relationships, check out our teen dating violence section. To learn about what you can do if you or someone you know is experiencing abuse, click here. The page also has information on how to stop using abuse. If you need to talk to someone, you can call the Klinic Crisis Line at 1-888-322-3019.)

Inferior Administrator

Posted on 02. Apr, 2012 by in Poems, Youth Corner

Looking up to you everyday,
Being downsized by you,
Only makes me decide my fate,
You’re the one that strives me to fight,
I go on but only for you.
 
If you were not the one in front of me,
I would have only yet have fallen,
As though a machine without the gears,
Would eventually rust and fall apart,
Disintegrating slowly.
 
Is everything that is yet to be me,
for if you were the one who felt like this,
Would you consider it the same?
Would you consider changing your actions?
Would you say you’re sorry?
Or would you do what is intended as to follow right till the end.
 
By Denver

Weakness

Posted on 29. Mar, 2012 by in Poems, Youth Corner

There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,
more and more comes, more and more depression.
I assure myself everything is ok!
But who am I fooling?
Then I burst into a spirit of rage.
I have questions, and there are answers.
But I’m afraid and much too weak,
When I try to explain,
I hear I’m hearing wrong and need to be meek.
But this is how I feel, there’s no wrong or right,
But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.
I feel intimidated sometimes by others,
But as I said “This is how I feel”
The pain in me is very real.
I lose control, my thoughts go wild,
And here I am only a child.
If only you knew what I thought,
If only you knew what I fought.
I need my thoughts held captive.
 
By Denver
 
(Teen Talk’s note: If you are having thoughts of harming yourself or you are dealing with difficult feelings, please call the Klinic Crisis Line at 1-888-322-3019 or the Manitoba Suicide Line at 1-877-435-7170. You can also visit Manitoba’s “Reason to Live” website or talk to a guidance counsellor or trusted adult in your life.)

Teen Talk Project

Posted on 19. Mar, 2012 by in Poems, Youth Corner

There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thoughts throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,
more and more comes, more and more depression.
 
Always know that you are never alone
And with our help you can achieve any milestone
never be afraid to show the world who you really are
Compared to everyone else you’re nothing less then par
some of the experiences we have shared have been mutual
From our warm loving hearts you are nothing but beautiful
 
every day I awake and yet again I find that I am bruised
My father laughs at me in that state finding himself amused
he starts insulting me and I call him out on being rude
little did I know that I would be brutally subdued
so eventually I find myself grabbing for my knife
I’ve lost all self respect and value for life
 
Always know that you are never alone
And with our help you can achieve any milestone
never be afraid to show the world who you really are
Compared to everyone else your nothing less then par
some of the experiences we have shared have been mutual
From our warm loving hearts you are nothing but beautiful
 
I have started to cut myself ever so deep
and no one is around to hear me weep
how could you ever understand this pain
my only friend is the gentle sound of the rain
How could I let my soul corrupt and become rotten
I want to take my life and wish to be forgotten.

Sometimes you just might want to collapse
and we know it can be from something that snaps
We will be here to assist through the pain
around us you wont be treated inhumane
dont count yourself out simply just believe
around us love is the only thing you will receive
 
By Denver
 
(Teen Talk’s note: If you are having thoughts of harming yourself or you are dealing with difficult feelings, please call the Klinic Crisis Line at 1-888-322-3019 or the Manitoba Suicide Line at 1-877-435-7170. You can also visit Manitoba’s “Reason to Live” website or talk to a guidance counsellor or trusted adult in your life.)

What is body image?

Posted on 05. Dec, 2011 by in Body Image, FAQ

 Body image is about how you feel or see yourself. It’s not about how you look. People’s body image can change throughout their lifetime.

How can I feel good about myself?

Posted on 02. Dec, 2011 by in Body Image, FAQ

It’s important to do things that make us feel good. One thing you could do is the body image booster, which can help people feel better about themselves. Doing things that you enjoy, spending time with people that you like and thinking about things that you’re good at or like about yourself are all ways to feel better about yourself. Sometimes we feel bad about ourselves because of what people say about us or the messages we see and hear in the media. It’s important to be critical of what we see and hear, and remember that YOU ROCK!

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